Normalizing Internal Desire To GROW
Every single thing we believe about ourSelves or life in general stems from somewhere. When we discover where it originated, we access the keys to change it.
Today, we’re diving a little deeper.
For those who continuing to forge a path forward, I thought it'd be fun to draw awareness to some pieces of ‘shadow’ that may present themSelves along the Vertical Path, followed by a medicine option. For every step forward on my own journey, I also choose to draw attention to any ‘shadows’ that may be presenting themSelves, and devote space/time to sit with and come to understand those, before releasing and continuing to move forward.
Think of working with this awareness as self-heal medicine.
What a beautiful time to be alive. So many are awakening to their Truth. We’re witnessing so many in various stages of the development spectrum, stepping from 'zone of comfort' to 'the unknown'. We are shedding layers, just as a serpent sheds it's skin, coming to understand outdated thought patterns, boundary lines and programs that are no longer affording the internal contentedness and freedom we yearn for.
In my mind, deadlines were always depicted as dark, shadowed corners in an otherwise well lit room, filled with cobwebs, spiders and other scary unknowns. In this reality, I avoided them like the plague. Yes, in my past, I’ve considered mySelf an absolute queen of procrastination. For years, it kept me from committing to much of anything. 'Is there a way I could start seeing it as more of a blessing than a curse?'. I started asking mySelf, daily. Through that curiosity, a ritual that would change my life, naturally, started to take place.
One of the first goals I set for mySelf this year was to create a space that would serve as an outlet to deepen my connection with you. Yes, you. The person reading this blog post. You have come across my page by some miraculous happenstance, and clicked your little phalanges on this post, and that can only mean one thing... We're meant to connect further.
Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu - May all beings everywhere be happy and free, and may the thoughts, words, and actions of my own life contribute in some way to that happiness and to that freedom for all. - Hindu Prayer -
Spiritual practice looks different for everyone. For many years, organized religion was the majority, but I do feel that in this younger generation, we're starting to appreciate a more DIY approach. We do what works for us, walls of what's 'appropriate' and 'inappropriate' are becoming less relevant. We're honoring what makes sense to us and makes us feel good. And why shouldn't we?
I’m aware that pretty, neutral posts offend no one. They also change nothing. (As much as a post, as a page, can change anything, that is.) - Kathryn Budig
Yoga is as much about learning as it is unlearning. Discovering, and making peace with, yourself on so many deeper levels. I've been reading on and integrating a lot of chakra balancing into my practice in recent months. It's sharpened my memory, and I now remember so much more of my past. Chasing back imbalances to their circumstances and situations, figuring out when 'this' or 'that' thing happened in my life that shaped me into who I am today. One thing it's taught me is that I'm passionate about speaking honestly, however ostracized it's made me, but I've been so inspired by this movement that I see growing all around me. I'm starting to uncover the gifts I've been blessed with.
You know, sometimes all you need is twenty seconds of insane courage. Just literally twenty seconds of just embarrassing bravery. And I promise you, something great will come of it. - Benjamin Mee
I believe that as a society, we're only truly beginning to understand the internet and it's capabilities now. How many people do you know who have a spiritual practice; whether that's doing yoga, meditation, a practice of gratitude, or reading spiritual texts?
How many of those people were doing those practices 10 years ago?
This has been a circulating topic amongst friends in my community a lot, the last week or so. The Universe has a funny way of challenging you in the ways you need it most, even if you can't see it at first. As I grow stronger in this work, and trying to narrow the scope of what it is that I was placed on this earth to do, I've been consistently met with people who challenge me. They can be seen as annoyances, disturbers of 'flow state', or just plain 'haters', but it's really dawning on me that, just as I believe 'everything happens for a reason'... These challenges are no exception.